Tag Archives: grief

It’s been a while

Posted on September 8, 2010 by

Yes, I have been absent for a while. I have been busy working out a multi-generational household, and all that entails. Of course, I’m still crying at odd times and for no apparent reason.

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I survived

Posted on August 2, 2010 by

I made it through my first holiday as a widow. I baked bread (by hand), and gave a share to Lugh, as appropriate. The bread was good. But by the Gods, I miss her.

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Anger Phase of Grief

Posted on July 14, 2010 by

I am pissed. I am angry at my Goddess. I am angry at myself. I blame myself. I know the psychology of grief. And yes, I am in the anger phase. But it’s more than that, and I have a … Continue reading →

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Bonnie Tyler – Total Eclipse of the Heart

Posted on July 8, 2010 by

No elaboration required…

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Today is my birthday …

Posted on July 8, 2010 by

Today is my birthday. Unfortunately, it is also the one month anniversary of Barbara’s death.

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A good conversation

Posted on July 6, 2010 by

Jesse and I went out to Carrabba’s Italian Grill for dinner last night. And for the first time in a very long time, I had wine with dinner.

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People worry about me?

Posted on July 2, 2010 by

People worry about me. That is such a foreign concept to me. Continue reading →

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Last night’s memorial service

Posted on June 22, 2010 by

The service was well attended, and everything seemed to be as it should be. Several of her friends spoke lovingly of her, the music was well received, and the service ended in one big circle of hugs. Many tears were … Continue reading →

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3 Questions

Posted on June 18, 2010 by

A wise friend warned me that I would face 3 questions in the next months and years.

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I’m still here, Anam Cara

Posted on June 12, 2010 by

To everyone, I thank you for your kind words and concern. It hurts, but I will survive. It’s what she wanted. Continue reading →

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